'hmm...guessed as much. you're happy with the way you're now, and you never needed me to be happy. i'm glad for you and happy for your transition. may you be happy always'

love, miss and hugs,
me...

noon rambling...

Dear Bloggie,

am really sorry, but the entry this time just for you to ponder on a thought i've been having for quite a while and i'm dedicating it to my ex..

"To you dear ex, it pains me to know you're enjoying your life as it is now, i'm not wishing you any ill intentions but just thinking that i no loner mattered pains me. nah, i dont think you would understand.

i don't really have much to say..just that, i'm still so much in love with you, and i'm really sorry i wasn't good enough for you...ciao"

that's all bloggie...

more confusion...

yo bloggie (i really gotta get you a name haha),

yeah, still deeply in love with the ex and cant get the ex outta my mind. yeah, i know it's not healthy..but there's nothing much i can do right? then again, i just want you to know that...at least am in control now and doing much better than before.

okay, honestly..i think i am doing fine..until the ex started participating in an activity i've already participated in and it worries me so much that we might bump into each other cos i really wouldn't know what to do. i've been fine all these while cos there wasn't any contact and we haven't met up for quite sometime now..but now, just thinking that we might be in the same activity together is making me restless...gosh, i really dont know what to do...

well...that's all for now, will try to update more often okay...