yeah, i moved to another state as per my last post and frankly, i'm loving every bit of my independent life here :)
right now i'm somewhat tipsy, but that's quite normal..what's strange is that, i am missing my ex so much! pathetic isn't it, and after all these while i thought i've gotten over the relationship. apparently i'm mistaken, let's just hope i don't do anything stupid like making a phone call haha.
but then again, i would've called...but seeing how happy my ex is with the 'boyfriend', i don't think that would be a wise move. and what i feel and want doesn't mean that the ex is expecting the same thing from me, because it has been made clear to me that i am just to be a friend and there wont be any other chances in the future. okay, it wasn't exactly said out loud...but that was implied :p. besides, despite having this feeling...i deserve to be happy right? i mean, i don't have to be too hung up with things that will never happen again, right? :)
anyhow, i just wanna say:
'i miss you and will always love you, and that's why we really can't be friends...besides, you're happy with where you are now, or at least, your boyfriend is happy to be with you. but who wouldn't be right? anyway, love you... :)'
right now i'm somewhat tipsy, but that's quite normal..what's strange is that, i am missing my ex so much! pathetic isn't it, and after all these while i thought i've gotten over the relationship. apparently i'm mistaken, let's just hope i don't do anything stupid like making a phone call haha.
but then again, i would've called...but seeing how happy my ex is with the 'boyfriend', i don't think that would be a wise move. and what i feel and want doesn't mean that the ex is expecting the same thing from me, because it has been made clear to me that i am just to be a friend and there wont be any other chances in the future. okay, it wasn't exactly said out loud...but that was implied :p. besides, despite having this feeling...i deserve to be happy right? i mean, i don't have to be too hung up with things that will never happen again, right? :)
anyhow, i just wanna say:
'i miss you and will always love you, and that's why we really can't be friends...besides, you're happy with where you are now, or at least, your boyfriend is happy to be with you. but who wouldn't be right? anyway, love you... :)'
