hung up on....

i still find it strange that after all these while, after haven't been in contact with that person for nearly half a year...i'm still so much in love with my ex. yeah i know..sad isn't it?

everynight without miss, i would bid my ex goodnight, there isn't a day when i dont think of that person but the most sad part of it is that, i keep telling myself that what i'm feeling isn't love at all hoping that i may wake up one day with none of the feeling now. probably i'm one of those guys who just likes the idea of being in love and not the real aspect of love itself, but if it's not love i'm feeling...than what is? i know it's not infatuation because it shouldn't hurt so much...confusing isn't it :).

waddya know..i am pathetic :).

ps: hey, this is my problem and i will deal with it the best way i know how :)...