heya bloggie :),
i really am sorry for haven't been updating you quite as often as i said i would :). but just so you know, i've been doing very well. i've finally grasp the true meaning of whay being ignorant is like :). probably what they said is true, 'when you're so emotionally hurt, your heart gets swollen and as the hurt progressess, your heart get so swollen it ceases (or fail) to feel anything at all'.
there were times when i lapsed into nearly eating my own words...but i got to my senses real quick and managed to do damage control hahaha.
honestly speaking..i am still very much in love with that person. but as days go by, i've learned to accept that some things are not meant to be and even when i convince myself that another chance would never arise, my hopes of being with my better half, to love and be loved is still strong. but hey..another thing i learned is that...i can always love someone even when the other person doesn't as long as i keep it to myself :).
but as i was saying...i've been doing much better since the start of the year. i've been ignoring stuff which has no relevance to me and it's working out very well. hopefully this keeps up until i am fully ready to let go and get over that special person :).
i really am sorry for haven't been updating you quite as often as i said i would :). but just so you know, i've been doing very well. i've finally grasp the true meaning of whay being ignorant is like :). probably what they said is true, 'when you're so emotionally hurt, your heart gets swollen and as the hurt progressess, your heart get so swollen it ceases (or fail) to feel anything at all'.
there were times when i lapsed into nearly eating my own words...but i got to my senses real quick and managed to do damage control hahaha.
honestly speaking..i am still very much in love with that person. but as days go by, i've learned to accept that some things are not meant to be and even when i convince myself that another chance would never arise, my hopes of being with my better half, to love and be loved is still strong. but hey..another thing i learned is that...i can always love someone even when the other person doesn't as long as i keep it to myself :).
but as i was saying...i've been doing much better since the start of the year. i've been ignoring stuff which has no relevance to me and it's working out very well. hopefully this keeps up until i am fully ready to let go and get over that special person :).
