Hey Bloggie,
Remember the sex buddy i mentioned in my previous entry. FYI, i've only done penetration with SB (Sex Buddy) twice and after the second time, i started having second thoughts..
yeps, second thoughts and ever since the last session..i have been celibate. you must be wondering why was i having second thoughts? you must be thinking what is wrong wit me since any other guys would definitely do sex at every given opportunities.
let's just say, after the second session..my head got a lot clearer. the only reason i did it in the first place was because.., i felt damn lonely and i needed someone to be there for me. but after giving it much thought, i realised that i am not a guy who would do sex with any random persons. but what's done is done, the best i can do now is to learn from mistakes, straighten things up and get back on track :). and you know something...i am pretty sure everything is falling into place right now, like they said..'ignorance is bliss', and in my case, it really is :).
gonna hit the sack now, so goodnite :)
ps: missess that person so damn much that i would do whatever it takes to be back together. but that wouldn't be right, no? hehehe. anyhow, hope that person is having fun with the trip now, and hopefully i am being thought of all the time...gosh, this sucks big time...
Remember the sex buddy i mentioned in my previous entry. FYI, i've only done penetration with SB (Sex Buddy) twice and after the second time, i started having second thoughts..
yeps, second thoughts and ever since the last session..i have been celibate. you must be wondering why was i having second thoughts? you must be thinking what is wrong wit me since any other guys would definitely do sex at every given opportunities.
let's just say, after the second session..my head got a lot clearer. the only reason i did it in the first place was because.., i felt damn lonely and i needed someone to be there for me. but after giving it much thought, i realised that i am not a guy who would do sex with any random persons. but what's done is done, the best i can do now is to learn from mistakes, straighten things up and get back on track :). and you know something...i am pretty sure everything is falling into place right now, like they said..'ignorance is bliss', and in my case, it really is :).
gonna hit the sack now, so goodnite :)
ps: missess that person so damn much that i would do whatever it takes to be back together. but that wouldn't be right, no? hehehe. anyhow, hope that person is having fun with the trip now, and hopefully i am being thought of all the time...gosh, this sucks big time...
1 comment:
i think a lot of people out there can relate to your experience
its a lot easier to be close with someone or anyone for that matter through sex rather than taking all the effort of getting to know one another
end of the day, we would rather be close with a stranger through sex opposed to being alone
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