hey there blog,
maybe i should give you a name, probably i will...once i've found something which suits you, so for now, you're stuck with 'blog' hehehe.
my apologies for haven't been writing any entries lately, i wanted to but i suddenly realised that whenever i do come up with something, the other person is always in mind and i am trying real hard to forget that person...
things has been going pretty well for me, nothing great but just okay. guess what, i've made new friends as well, cool eh. but even with these new friends, even when i do parade a smile like nothing really bothers me..the fact is, i'm still kinda hurt inside and honestly speaking...i miss that person a whole damn much. yeah, i know..with all the silence and no contacts for about nearly a month, i should've gotten over the fact tha the person and i are no longer together. but that's not the case here..i still think about that person 24-7 (more like every minute hehehe), and i can't stop wondering if the person is as well. but who am i kidding hahaha, that person must be having a blast without me an as excess baggage and i should be happy for that...gosh, this still sucks..big time.
i've been thinking of being in a new relationship...but unless i get over my past relationship, i can't imagine myself being in a new one hehe. talk about self bashing haha..
anyways, it's quite late now and i should be geting my sleep. to that person, i just wanna say...goodnite and miss you whole damn much...
ps: yeah blog, i miss you too..goodnite (talk about being pathetic hahaha)
maybe i should give you a name, probably i will...once i've found something which suits you, so for now, you're stuck with 'blog' hehehe.
my apologies for haven't been writing any entries lately, i wanted to but i suddenly realised that whenever i do come up with something, the other person is always in mind and i am trying real hard to forget that person...
things has been going pretty well for me, nothing great but just okay. guess what, i've made new friends as well, cool eh. but even with these new friends, even when i do parade a smile like nothing really bothers me..the fact is, i'm still kinda hurt inside and honestly speaking...i miss that person a whole damn much. yeah, i know..with all the silence and no contacts for about nearly a month, i should've gotten over the fact tha the person and i are no longer together. but that's not the case here..i still think about that person 24-7 (more like every minute hehehe), and i can't stop wondering if the person is as well. but who am i kidding hahaha, that person must be having a blast without me an as excess baggage and i should be happy for that...gosh, this still sucks..big time.
i've been thinking of being in a new relationship...but unless i get over my past relationship, i can't imagine myself being in a new one hehe. talk about self bashing haha..
anyways, it's quite late now and i should be geting my sleep. to that person, i just wanna say...goodnite and miss you whole damn much...
ps: yeah blog, i miss you too..goodnite (talk about being pathetic hahaha)
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