the chat...

Hey there,

Kinda early with my posting today aren't i? :). well, just so you know, i had a chat with that person. here are what was talked about...

the One: ko ok ka?
basket case: buli laa..
basket case: ko?
the One: mcm buli la
basket case: emm...ok tu..
the One: ok juga la sa rasa
basket case: cool...
the One: I want you to be happy dude
the One: I don't want you to punish yourself
the One: you're not doing it right
the One: you clever and intelligent
the One: you know what you;re doing is not good for you
basket case: i want to be happy...
the One: for once, get yourself out of all this thing yg buat ko nda keruan...
the One: ko buli baitu
basket case: and i am trying to be
the One: i hope and really pray hard that you would be
basket case: then again...being smart and intelligent has nothing to do when it comes to matters like this...
basket case: honestly, i dont even know what i should do...
basket case: i'm just doing what i can...
the One: just dont dwell in self pity or sorrow la..
the One: sa rasa ko telampau fikir baitu
the One: cuba ko jan telampau fikir
basket case: it's easy for you to say lah...i'm stil coping. i've never been in this situation before...
the One: you focus on something else
the One: coz the more you think of it kan
the One: the more you';re gonna regret it and you hate it
the One: bah sa nda tau ko la
the One: I'm not that selfish as u think I am..
the One: I care..
the One: too much..
the One: about others than my own self
basket case: i was just saying that to irritate you...
the One: i don't get irritated easily
the One: seriously
basket case: i just can't stop thinking about you...and thats what troubling me...
the One: if you u do something or anyone else do something to make me feel bad...and I don't seem like I care, because thats how I am...
the One: I'm hurting too
the One: but,, sa nda la smpi mcm tu skali
basket case: cos you've been in this situation before...and i've never
the One: ya, dulu sa nda juga sampai mcm tu skali
the One: paling lama 1 week
the One: after that, sa lupa sudah...yg sa sakit hati
the One: or sa sedih
basket case: well...thats why lah sa bilang sa bukan mcm ko..
basket case: i'm not tough like you..
the One: emm
the One: bah...
the One: sa pi kelas dulu la
basket case: ok...
the One: nda bah actually sa mau tidur
basket case: orait, pi lah
the One: tq
basket case: welcome

now tell me, would you be hurt reading something like this? the only person you've ever cared about is asking you to forget about them and get on with your life...and that doesn't hurt?! hmm...but that person has a point. i should move on..and i will, soon as i now how to... sucks isnt't it..

i'm still deeply in love with that person...and getting over it wouldn't be quick and easy like a walk in a park. darn pathetic..