Wednesday, August 13, 2008

pleasures and regrets?

hey blog...

been contemplating of what i've done for the past week. i dunno, i should be glad that i'm doing well nowadays..but even with a sex buddy, i still feel somewhat empty like a piece of me is missing. who am i kidding, i know exactly the reason why i'm feeling this way..that's because i haven't gotten over that one special person, the one person who has ever made me feel complete in every sense...and it still hurts so bad whenever i think about what we had.

i could've wished that we never have to part ways, but then..i wished a lot of things but none of it ever came true andin the end, i was left with dissapointment. sad isn't it...but the most sad thing is that, i dont think i can get over that person...that person was 'the' love of my life, if only that person knows it..of how much i am in love...

sad aren't i? i know..tsk tsk...trying hard to move on...

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